-My Little Story-

Saturday, September 8, 2007

Ending. . .

Yesterday keep thinking of the same qs again..

I ask myself is he that important?without him in the last few yrs, i'm still living so well right now..

How come without him right now, my life is so miserable.. SSB once ask me "is'it bcos u still can't let go the past memories?" i didn't answered him.

as i didn't noe how to say.

and i'm so stress that i actually scream in my room tis morning, couldn't sleep and couldn't do my work.. What's happening to me??!!

I'm acting like a fool right now, all my frenz that i talked to, ask me to let him noe about my tots..

But.. i juz dun wanna let him noe by my mouth, i'm stubborn i noe..

If times turn back, how i wished i'll let him noe that even if ur mum wanna break us up, i will still stand by ur side and wouldnt let u go..

i noe im wrong that i actually force u to decide who u wan, ur mum or me..

i noe that's a silly qs, and whenever im feeling down, u r always there for me, but i always choose not to let u involve in my problem that i'm facing..

i noe that u feel insecure that i actually keep all my feelings inside me, i only allowed u to share my happiness but not my sorrow..

and u also did that to me too..

not onli me and u think that we're alike in some way, but even ppl who noe us feel that we're too alike..

the period that we're tgt, i didn't called u dar dar b4, unless u ask for..

how i wished i can call u "DAR DAR" rite now...

im a sotong(like wad u say), i always forgot to treasure wad i have and always looking for more in u.. im sorry dar dar, pls let me say tis words one last time..

"I LOVE U"

PS:tks for the memories that u left with me, even though we cant be tgt rite now, i will still continue to think of u, cos i really dun wish to even forgot the small happiness that we have in the past, cos in that memories, There's U & ME, that make it so special that i cant bare to throw away. .now we're so cold towards each other, i feel really miserable inside my heart..

its like u uses knifes to cut my heart,

and its bleeding right now..

i hope we still can be the soulmate like wad we're b4 we're tgt..

i only wished for a small concern by u,

isit too much to ask for?

if its so..

i noe le.

-Sotong Miss Gua-

Labels: Ending

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